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OH NO!! haha.. Last week mr wong gave us a happiness test. The result will say pretty much of whether you are happy of u are just too stressed out.. And omg, the result came out and I got 2 categories above critical level T_T My anxiety and perfectionist is 85!!! Mr wong said if anyone gets anything above 80, he must be alert! oh no! hahaha.. And he kept looking at me when he spoke. Oh no.. I think i got prob.. oh no.. i think i need to see ms lam.. oh no!! HAHAHA

Well, not that bad wad? rite? Everyone can see I play here play there where got stressed o? Especially perfectionist.. hah.. I used to hate this kind of ppl.. How come I'm one of them? OH NO!! haha.. but actually.. hmm.. m quite a perfectionist la.. just that i dun wanna b one.. haha..

Just for fun la.. I won't think so much.. or else the test result will come true!!! -_-"

"If you are feeling frustrated today, just take a deep breath and realize that not everyone will succumb to your charms. Be patient, and wait for that perfect someone to come along. It's only a matter of time."

hahaha.. normally I do not really believe in love horoscope.. because they are always wrong haha.. but look at this.. interesting.. haha.. ok.. BE PATIENT!! haha

SO bored.. feel like updating but dunno wad to say.. so here you are.. haha..

Time brings us closer to those who are new to your life, but at the same time, it pushes away those who used to be so dear to us. Do you think that's true? I do, to a certain extent. That is why I'm trying very hard to pull back those who have gone far, but still within reach, while keeping those who are still here in my arms. Is this a useless attempt? I hope not, but the fact is now i'm tired... tired to keep in touch with anyone anymore. I think I will be left in this empty world once again. I feel lonely.

Emoing time...

The weather was nice. The people were buzzling and heading in the same direction. Birds were singing in the lushy green garden. The image was perfect. I yearn to be back there again. At least for another time in my life, God please let me be there again.

I love Cambridge so much!=)

I must be crazy, posting about sajc.. haha.. but hey! Let's have another closer look. SA is a good school after all.. to quote elden.. 'SA is a good school u know... from the rank rite.. the 1st one is RJ then Hwa Chong... then SA already!' .. haha.. ya right.. haha

But i still think it's a good school.. with so many great teachers around.. And 5 stars facilities.. haha.. look at this!

nice sky.. haha.. nice grass! They just grow it over the holidays.. I saw them pluck out the old grass one day.. ouch!

We have 2 basketball courts! I'm so proud! haha.. ok la nothing to be proud of.. took this pic when i was walking home after maths paper.. dam depressed.. so thinking of taking pics and appreciate our beloved sajc.. hahaThis is sth cool, isn't it.. haha.. a countdown board..count down to bt2.. and all the encouragement words=) such a great idea.. wonder why it has so little impact on me.. haha

ok this post is random.. haha.. the point is.. i really love this school.. though it's not the top 3 or anything.. it's still a very good school..

don't u think so?

Zhili's blog!! haha.. He just had one.. Go check out! Got a lot of piano stuff which really expresses how i feel.. haha..

... and many new blogs to come... soon... i think.. haha...

One week down... left 2 days of exams to go.. I know I can do it man! Let's fight this battle together!=)

ตอนนี้เรารู้สึกเหมือนกับว่าเราเป็นคนเดียวที่ยืนอยู่นิ่งๆ บนถนนที่พลุกพล่าน ผู้คนเดินไปข้างหน้ากันหมด ที่ตรงข้างๆ เราก็มีคนใหม่เข้ามาแทนที่ ส่วนเพื่อนๆ ต่างก็เดินไปข้างหน้าตามทางของตัวเอง

ดีใจด้วยนะทุกๆ คน=) ดีใจด้วยจริงๆ เรารู้สึกแปลกๆ เวลาเพื่อนๆบอกว่าติดที่นู่น ติดที่นี่ มันก็เป็นความรู้สึกที่ดีอ่านะ แต่พอเราหันกลับมามองตัวเอง มันเหมือนกับเราล้าหลังอยู่ตรงนี้คนเดียว ยังไงก็ไม่รู้บอกไม่ถูก 55 แต่มันก็เป็นความสุขที่ดีมากๆ ที่ได้เห็นทุกๆ คนมุ่งไปข้างหน้าตามความหวังของตัวเอง ตามเส้นทางที่ตัวเองหวังไว้

อ้อย...แพทย์ จุฬา

เอส...แพทย์ จุฬา

ออยล์....แพทย์

จิตทิพย์... รัฐศาสตร์ ธรรมศาสตร์

นัท....แพทย์ ประสานมิตร

หวาน...วารสาร ธรรมศาสตร์

โย...ฟู๊ดซายน์ เกษตร

แซนดี้...รัฐศาสตร์ จุฬา

เบน...รัฐศาสตร์ เกษตร

พัต....สถาปัตย์ จุฬา

เมธัส...สถาปัตย์ จุฬา

อุ้ย... วิศวะนาโน อินเตอร์ จุฬา

จุลฉัตร...ทุน กพ ไปเรียนต่อที่อังกฤษ

ถ้าเราตกใครไปก็ขอโทดด้วยน้า ด้วยสมองอันน้อยนิดเราก็ไม่รู้ว่าเราจำถูกหรือป่าว อิอิ ยินดีด้วยอีกครั้งนะ กับทุกๆ คนเลย

แต่เราก็ยังรู้สึกแปลกๆ อยู่ดี รู้สึกเศร้า เวลาเพื่อนๆ แยกกันไปคนละทางแบบนี้ เราหวังว่าในอนาคต ถึงแม้ว่าเราจะโตเป็นผู้ใหญ่ มีงานมีการ มีครอบครัวของตัวเอง เราก็ยังหวังว่าเราคงจะไม่ลืมซึ่งกันและกันนะ เราคิดถึงเพื่อนทุกคนเสมอ

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ป.ล. เราจะกลับไปปลายปีนี้นะ ทำตัวให้ว่างด้วยล่ะ กะว่าจะชวนไปกินบุฟเฟ่กัน อิอิ อยากกินอะไรก็เสนอมาเลยน้า

 

SOOOO CUTEEEE RITEEE!!!! hahaha.. ok lah.. even you think it's not cute just say it's cute la k.. haha.. thank you weitheng for all these cute pictures.. haha.. I'm very bored today.. so here i am...XD

Haha.. She was at my house.. today.. yesterday.. and the day before.. haha.. She came to stay over at my place for 2 full nights!!! HAHA.. She has just left actually.. Wah we did so many things together .. I'm so fortunate to have her as my best fren=)

We tried to study.. but failed badly i guess.. haha.. yesterday we went to play badminton at potong pasir community centre with my senior.. wah.. now m craving for badminton again.. haha..

(...In the middle of the night.. Someone else was on my mind.. I desire to know badly.. whether he is thinking about me too....)

 

My best mate in gp class=) hehe.. I just got to know her much better now.. And i wanted to blog abt her bcos she is so special! haha.. we got to know each other bcos we are in the same gp class.. and we got closer bcos we share some secrets... which shall remain secret for now.. haha.. oh and she is a very nice fren of mine.. everytime keep sayin i dun care abt her.. huh

Anyway, never regret sharing things with her. We are now buddy!! hehe.. raphael said i keep following her and she keeps following me.. haha.. and steve said he can see we are best mates now.. haha... STEPHANIE!! i just want to tell u that i'm so grateful that i got to know u=) Smile always ya?

And I love you just as much as u love me k! so dun be jealous when i go out with other girls! hahaha

Yeah, I went for SAJC Choir concert today.

The concert was wonderful. It’s been a while since I last stepped into VCH, and SAJC Choir didn’t disappoint me. =) I loved the Beauty and the Beast medley in particular, and the motets were really good, because despite the slow pace of the pieces, I never felt bored or distracted. Great performance! ^^ Encore was lovely too… I actually thought once, only once, “wha? seriously no encore?” but y’know, it’s that kind of effect on the audience that makes an encore a lovely and convincing one. Last time when NJChoir did an encore, it was so predictable one la… =P

That's what my senior gotta say.. Haha.. I feel so good after reading his blog.. yay! WE ROCK!! SAJCHORALE ROCKS!!!

Next target is the Singapore Chinese Orchestra concert... WE GONNA ROCK THE STAGE!!

As you grow up, you realise there are many different kinds of people in our world. Some are extrovert, others are introvert. Some are cynical, others are truthful. Some are selfish, others are generous. And the list goes on. Is it impossible to make everyone loves you the way you are? It would be superficial if I said no. Different kinds of people have different kinds of expectations. But why must we put expectations on the people in the first place?

I don't hate anyone. Well, except for one or two who has betrayed my trust in them. Then why do people hate one another? I do not the feeling of being hated by someone and I'm sure nobody does. Then why. Why there are people out there killing one another? Why are there so many misunderstandings and hatred in this world? Where is the love? People should learn to forgive and forget. Then the world will be a better place for all of us.

Forgiving is something noble. I just learned the meaning of it today...

If you hate me. Tell me straight into my face. If you have the guts. Do not talk bad about people behind their back. If you didn't realise, it is not a very mature thing to do...

Haha.. Today Eli and I went to guitar concert to support my juniors=) Petch and lert, you have done so well! Well done!

But before the concert, we went shopping! WOO HOO!!! haha.. I love shopping man.. though I don't like to spend money.. haha.. So we went in many shops and try on the dresses and then took photos.. haha.. these are some of the photos we have taken!

She looks so nice la in this black dress.. But she doesn't like it.. huh!

The dress I'm wearing is pretty too!!! But i didn't buy it because it's so ex!! haha..

We were having fun going around, trying new clothes, and taking photos.. haha.. It was a very energetic window-shopping!!

Come back to me,
I'd do anything,
To feel the love we felt,
To keep the dreams we had,
I long to see you again,
Baby please come back to me.....

Today is the worst day of the week. I feel as if no one loves me. Weird it may seem, but I do feel that way a lot of times recently.

Yesterday marked the start of my emo-ness. Something really bad which I really wish I could prevent happened. All I can say is sorry, but the apologetic words I said really came from my heart. I hope everyone understands.

Anyone, if you could, please rescue me. Rescue me from this miserable life.

I'm going to die from stress soon. Sorry if I disturb some of you. When I'm stressed, I will message a lot. Haha. And thanks for those who are always there for me and always reply my message no matter how busy they are. I want to thank Yoo, Kimberly, Kailing, Steve, Weitheng, for bearing with my messages. Haha. It will be over soon. I guess. Actually, I have no idea. I'm just so stressed. Last night I was super stressed over chem spa and math test and i think i scared kim haha. I was so stressed that my head ached. LOL. oh no..

If i offend anyone of you, I'm sorry. I really didn't mean it. I seem to be in bad mood recently. If you say something I do not wish to hear, I might be pissed very easily. Haha. But not to worry though. I'm not gonna show it. I think my hormone is going up and down.

I'm now waiting desperately for choir... about 2 more hours to go.. then can i sing my heart out... 

I feel loved. It seems like love is pouring into me from all directions. Whether this love is true, or it's just a part of my imagination, I'm really grateful for it. And I want to tell you, my friend, how much your smile means to me...

Today is a saturday, so it's a choir day. I think I'm deeply in love with choir. I admit that I did not enjoy choir as much last year. But now it's a part of me. Everyday I wake up with one of our choral songs in my head. Haha.. So I'm really looking forward to our 'motets and medleys' concert. Actually, to be honest, I was quiet dissapointed at the rate of my tickets selling. But what can i do? The date is clashed with the camp most of my classmates are attending.

After choir, I went shopping with my grandma and bought this super pretty handbag. Help me judge haha. I really think it's super pretty! It's a pink little handbag from Sorbet. It's a love at first sight, and I still bought it even after my grandma said it's old-fashioned. Haha.

I still think it's pretty. Haha..

There are things going on in my head.. I often feel differently recently.. the things that I used to do.. the way i used to behave.. i abhor it now.. I dislike the sight of anyone doing the same thing as what I used to do.. I feel annoyed just to easily..

This friend of mine has changed the way i view myself, as well as the way i view others. He is the first who taught me how our perspectives of life can actually have so much impact on our life. Many people have told me the same, that if you try to be optimistic, life is not always that bad after all.. However, he is the first who showed me clearly of how it can be done..

He gives me the reason to grow up. He is the first one to make me feel like being mature. I used to embrace my childhood, clinged on to it and refused to let go. That's why people describe me as 'childish'. But now, I guess I have changed. At least I'm starting to change. I'm impressed with the maturity my friend portray. I'm now ready to grow up. I know I'm ready...

...it's about time...

We are all piano lovers. Starting from my father, who forced me to learn piano at the age of 7. I'm grateful to him, really. If not for him, I wouldn't have experienced such pleasure when your fingers touch the different keys and beautifully form a melody. My mum was a violin player and so, music was already in her blood. Now, it's me. I'm nothing without music.

Nowadays, every evening my phone will ring, and of couse, it's a call from my father. He has a sudden urge to learn piano and so, he took out all my music book and started to learn from scratch. He even searched for music school near his work place where he can drop by after his tiring day of work. And of course, my mum wouldn't let my father take the lead. She asked me to teach her one nice song, and she chose the song called 'ballade pour adeline' by Richard Clayderman. A good choice I would say. Not a difficult piece, yet the music can easily touches anyone's heart.

And we will see who will win the race. My father is gonna be 'coached' by a so called 'profession' at the music school. While my mother claims that she has 'me'. LOL